LoveLust

Tension and strain

At the mention

Of a name

Inane

Attempts to

Remove the longing

From the vein

Of my loins

Which dictate

My body's restless state

My mind watches with distaste

And an inability

To relate

Ambivalence sets in

Guilt fights for space

Within the confines of my Lust

Guilt seeks to remove disgrace

But the wanting continues

My body's taunting endures

My mouth says "Yes", "No"

"Wait- now I'm not sure!"

"Please make it go away.

I don't want to want anymore"

I get on bended knee to pray

And while down on all fours

Kneeling down with my

Face pressed against the floor

This position no longer

Represents anything pure

Where my intent in the beginning was

About offering up a plea

I long to call God's name, yes

Only now, in salacious glee

I find fault in

My carnal being

My lecherous nature

Disagreeing

Lascivious greed

A wanton need

Flanked on both sides by

Chaste decrees

Longing to be freed

From frigidity's lock and key

Taboo lines on replay

My mind repeats

Words I'm too ashamed to say

"Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me."

This is an insatiable pain

The lust that remains

The driving force behind the

Tension

At the mention of a name

Getting harder to suppress

The longing and the strain

Fuck me, and relieve the stress

Fuck me 'til it goes away